Archive for November, 2011
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Saltus Ergo Sum. Just sayin, you will never feel more alive than you do when you taunt mortality. Tempting death is crazy, illogical, quite possibly a sign of madness. I love doing it anyway. I wonder what it is in my brain chemistry that makes me want to do the things that I do. <[ READ MORE ]
Motivation, I remember you, good of you to return. In other news a very recent conversation (Danke, Erin) revealed to me how very much I epitomize the dual nature of a Gemini. In the sense that the things that I am, the things that I do, the things that I love are all things that [ READ MORE ]
And once again I surprise myself by not seeing the obvious answer. I need, very badly, to jump off of something. Adrenaline withdrawal is an awful thing in my estimation. I looked back over some posts, thought my way through a few action-items on my agenda and BAM. It suddenly hits me that it’s been [ READ MORE ]
I lay here, in my bed watching Battlestar Galactica on my 360, it is my new Netflix obsession. For some reason I can’t quite shake a vaguely uneasy feeling. Like I’m missing something obvious, maybe my subconscious won’t let me see it, maybe it’s nothing. It’s not knowing that is driving me a little crazy. [ READ MORE ]
…but the shadow still remains from your descent, your descent (you’re decent)… Going big, going hard, or going home. These are not just words, they’re a philosophy. For me it’s a reminder to always throw everything I have, everything I am, into everything that I do. I can be far too demanding of myself, I [ READ MORE ]
My blog is looking a little bi-polar these days. I feel the need to assure everyone that I’m not tragically sad in any way. Writing things down is how I work my way through the issues that crop up in daily life. And for all of the other things I worry about; generally unquantifiable ephemeralities. [ READ MORE ]
My dog tags list “Jedi” as my official religion – for burial purposes I suppose. Religion, spirituality, theoretical physics; touchy subjects all. For most people at any rate. I often wonder if any of my unanswered, perhaps unanswerable, questions will ever be answered adequately enough that I won’t need to wonder about them. Sometimes I [ READ MORE ]
Tryptophan coma. Happy thanksgiving everyone. <[ READ MORE ]
Strange dreams have returned. Not-quite-nightmares; places and people – complete strangers to me – populate this dreamscape. I don’t know what they mean. It’s oddly disconcerting; I rarely dream coherently, images – pictures mostly. I have a couple of recurring dreams, one that plays like a sci-fi game that I’ve been having since I was [ READ MORE ]
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