Archive for the ‘ Love ’ Category
Over the course of this month I have deleted far too many posts before they could become entries. I find myself not only editing my novel, but revising my thoughts before they can be set down in what passes for digital stone here at WordPress. The days that flow backward behind me start to make [ READ MORE ]
I had a thought while reading through all of your comments on various posts of mine – you know who you are. In fact, there aren’t that many of you, so were I not so lazy I’d just dig around and copy all of your names into this post…buuuuuut I am that lazy tonight so [ READ MORE ]
I lean in my doorway, staring out into the inky blackness of the night. I can feel the doorframe pulsing against my shoulder, as though the beats of my heart were somehow shaking the very foundations of the earth. The thoughts running through my mind incoherent, a texture of slight madness. A confusion of my [ READ MORE ]
…and the crowded room receded back, the music and laughter; stilted conversations droning down into a low babble. She looked down and said, “I know I said I don’t feel things like normal people do, but I really like you and I’m afraid I’m going to break your heart, or that you will break mine.” [ READ MORE ]
I can feel something stirring, deep inside of me. Something I no longer thought I was capable of. Something that I had, in my infinite naïveté, believed was dead. I cannot explain it, I suppose that these things just happen. I think it has been buried in my subconscious for months now. Waiting like a [ READ MORE ]
I cannot quite describe how I am feeling at this exact moment. I do know this, someone needs to change my iTunes password. Seriously. Impulse buys are filling my purchased playlist. I’m on my favorite top-step perch, it seems to be where I do most of my ruminating these days. And of course as I [ READ MORE ]
Sometimes, for brief moments, everything makes sense. Then, as soon as the feeling registers, it is gone and I am hollow. I find that enlightenment comes in fits and starts; pieces like Lego blocks fitting together then falling down before the full picture can be fully glimpsed. I wonder at the universe and our place [ READ MORE ]
I had a way then losing it all on my own I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown And I’m not sleeping now, the dark is too hard to beat And I’m not keeping now, the strength I need to push me You show the lights that stop me turn to [ READ MORE ]
I should be tired. Instead I’m wired. I love my life lately. It’s been such a strange and oftentimes ridiculous road I’ve traveled to reach this time, this place. I’ve had an unusual degree of focus for some time now. It is both odd and oddly comforting; as though I’ve finally broken through some unseen [ READ MORE ]
I’m awake and alive. Such a simple statement. The words could literally mean just about anything. For me they’re somewhat more complicated than the initial sentence reads. There are moments in this life when everything dials down to just one thought, one feeling…one insane move that will completely change your life and the way you [ READ MORE ]
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