cogito ergo doleo

God, I am such a swirling mix of emotions right now.

I can’t concentrate on anything.

Please lord give me the strength to see this through and wisdom to know when it’s time.

I’m just glad I got out of work early today, because trying to plaster a smile on my face was fast becoming impossible…

I don’t know which thought is dominating my brain right now, just that I am a very strange mixture of hope and dread.

It is very weird.

Keep it real kids,
(even though real is relative right now)
❤ ry