Chips
It’s been a while.
A while, since I’ve sat down and really thought about how I am feeling, and why.
This past week has been incredibly stressful and hectic. Unfortunately for me nothing has been anything that I can control or modify. I dislike the feeling of helplessness intensely.
It has also made my blood glucose almost impossible to control. Which is stressful, which makes it harder to control…
Sometimes I can only laugh at the irony of it all. Ah well, better laughing than crying I suppose, no?
I wish that I had answers. I’m a problem solver, I like to find solutions to things, to fix things. It makes it somewhat difficult to accept that sometimes the only solution is to just let it all go.
To let the chips fall where they may. To let that which does not matter truly slide.
❤
curro ergo sum 
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