cogito ergo doleo

Sometimes, just sometimes, life gives you exactly what you need and everything makes sense.

I love it when that happens. It’s validating. And what I mean by that is simple: omnia causa fiunt or everything happens for a reason.

I like to believe that it does. It makes sense to me on a barely-conscious, nearly-instinctive level; something half-aware and absolutely primal. It reminds me of the fade.

The fade will probably come up more here in my blog as I near completion on this first novel. The fade is the alter-ego of my protagonist. He is a creature of instinctual action; he is also incredibly frightening.

In other news the apartment hunt continues. Happy birthday America, I blew some stuff up while drinking beers with good friends: just like old Tommy Jefferson intended.

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