cogito ergo doleo

Motivation, I remember you, good of you to return.

In other news a very recent conversation (Danke, Erin) revealed to me how very much I epitomize the dual nature of a Gemini. In the sense that the things that I am, the things that I do, the things that I love are all things that are most generally mutually exclusive. I’ve always known that I have some conflicting interests, however the stars weren’t really much of a consideration until that convo.

I am a theorizer. I am a writer. I am a science geek. I am a sci-fi nerd. I am a gamer: I love rpg’s (role-playing-games). I am a dreamer. I am a marathon runner. I am a sky-diver. I am a snowboarder. I am an aggressive in-line skater. I am a base jumper.I am an adrenaline junkie.

I am an odd amalgamate of things usually left separate.

It’s made my life an interesting, albeit sometimes wildly intense, place.

I am truly thankful for all of the things, oft-conflicting, that I am. It is me, my entirety that makes my life one that I love so much that I cannot even describe it.

Go out there, do something that scares the living hell out of you, and then tell me how you feel afterward.

Face every second with a confidence born of accomplishment, of fears faced and conquered. It is one of the best feelings you can experience as a human being.

That said, I’ll be working my way back into the saddle this winter. The sky is calling and the summer sun will greet my return to the aeries of eagles.

❤