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Where do I begin?

As the title says…at any rate 2012 is almost gone and it has been a year filled with both normalcy and insanity.

I rather like that.

I deleted my Facebook. Absolutely liberating that.

I dissolved the LLC I was partnered in, the short of the long – my partner never held up anything remotely resembling a fraction of a portion of a workload.

But out of that experience came my company. I’ve begun to build it ground up; bootstraps firmly held. Only gravity holds my feet on the ground these days it seems.

I’m learning several new programming languages concurrently…I wish I could say that it were easy to do so, but it’s real work.

I’ve thought rather intensely when I’ve got some free time about the major events of my life, many of which have been the kinds of things that can break people.

I tend to jump back and forth on the idea that things happen for a reason. If you asked me today I’d tell you that they do, and that they have built me into something that can take almost any hit right on the chin and grin through it.

Somedays I feel it more than others but I’m still looking up and that is pure encouragement.

I’m building worlds, some with words, some with pixels but I’m making dreams real, my own for the moment and hopefully someday I’ll be able to build it into something so big it can make other people’s dreams become real and tangible – to make those secret hopes they cling to in the deepest hidey-holes in their hearts become their lives.

I know that in person I can “come off” as arrogant, egotistical, hard, irreverent and sometimes (more than) a little crazy.

I am wild. I am unapologetic. I am the me I am because I was molded by time and experiences: in that I am just like you.

Underneath all of that still lives the little boy that looked up into the night sky and dreamt of setting foot on the planets that orbited those visible stars.

Well, failing that, the man that encapsulates that boy will do his best to bring those stars down here where we can all marvel at them.

Postssss

So many half-written posts sit in my upload cue.

I don’t even have time to complete a thought lately.

Hrmph.

2011 in review (stats)

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 2,100 times in 2011. If it were a cable car, it would take about 35 trips to carry that many people.

Click here to see the complete report.

T-day.

Tryptophan coma.

Happy thanksgiving everyone.

Infinite Strange

I need to re-read my novel, I’ve (legitimately) lost the plot.

Today was an odd amalgamate of emotion. I rather enjoyed it.

Disjointed, this post and my thoughts: sometimes I wonder what sane feels like but never for long.

I envision great things, and I hope that they are true, mostly because they all seem to require a me and a you (I know you’re out there somewhere, waiting for me as I wait for you).

Day by day, so it goes slower every minute, making seconds into little eternities, a lifetime contained in each moment. A galaxy in every breath, spinning irreverently, fluidly toward something infinite; maybe finite but somehow endless.

I am so strange.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Today

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