Postssss
So many half-written posts sit in my upload cue.
I don’t even have time to complete a thought lately.
Hrmph.
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2011 in review (stats)
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.
Here’s an excerpt:
A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 2,100 times in 2011. If it were a cable car, it would take about 35 trips to carry that many people.
T-day.
Tryptophan coma.
Happy thanksgiving everyone.
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Infinite Strange
I need to re-read my novel, I’ve (legitimately) lost the plot.
Today was an odd amalgamate of emotion. I rather enjoyed it.
Disjointed, this post and my thoughts: sometimes I wonder what sane feels like but never for long.
I envision great things, and I hope that they are true, mostly because they all seem to require a me and a you (I know you’re out there somewhere, waiting for me as I wait for you).
Day by day, so it goes slower every minute, making seconds into little eternities, a lifetime contained in each moment. A galaxy in every breath, spinning irreverently, fluidly toward something infinite; maybe finite but somehow endless.
I am so strange.
Keep it real kids,
❤ ry
Ahhhhhhhh
God, I am such a swirling mix of emotions right now.
I can’t concentrate on anything.
Please lord give me the strength to see this through and wisdom to know when it’s time.
I’m just glad I got out of work early today, because trying to plaster a smile on my face was fast becoming impossible…
I don’t know which thought is dominating my brain right now, just that I am a very strange mixture of hope and dread.
It is very weird.
Keep it real kids,
(even though real is relative right now)
❤ ry
Something(s)
“These are the times that try men’s souls.” Bonus points if you know who said that first.
Sometimes feeling feelings can be so frightening. It’s incredibly scary to know that another person can hurt you so badly.
The flipside of that is that the very same person who holds so much power to hurt also has the power to make you feel absolutely amazing. They can truly make your life a joyous thing; filled with laughter and light.
Sometimes you have to walk through a lot of darkness before the dawn breaks.
I know that. I’ve walked through some serious dark, its been a long and often tortuous road. One full of pits and dead ends, forks that seem identical until you’ve traveled so far that there is no going back; you can never quite go back to the person that chose one path over another. And honestly I wouldn’t want to: once your eyes have been opened to the greater possibilities of life and love, why would you ever want to close them?
So, yes I’ve walked through this valley, the shadow of death a spectral guest on that path and yet I fear no evil and I can see the sun peeking over the horizon.
“if there’s one thing that I know…”
I have a confidence born not of experience but of a feeling, an inexplicable sense that there is some reason for all of this.
Keep it real kids,
❤ ry
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