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Better

So i was reading over my last post and I’ve decided to update a bit.

My feelings aren’t really all that mysterious just a bit tangled up with someone who perhaps I shouldn’t be, not because she isn’t the right girl, I just don’t like feeling bad about something that should make me feel very good.

Confusion is the word of the day.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Sometimes, Somedays

“Nemo dat quod non habet.”

“no one gives what he doesn’t have.”

I’m not completely certain how I mean this, but the quote works I suppose. I think that things are strange right now, I’d say feel, but I think that feeling is a bad thing for me to do today. I am thinking that I may be somewhat sad today, I’m not particularly excited about that, but who ever is? It’s neither special nor remarkable that I am no different than most people in that regard.

I honestly have no idea what I am trying to say right now, other than what am I doing? I seriously have no idea what is going to happen, I feel (I know, I know) like my life has gone a little crazy lately, and that things that feel so concrete and solid are really so filmy, ephemeral and translucent.

There are no words to convey the feeling in my heart today.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

When you realize

“Ad astra per aspera.”

Today I awoke with this sense, a certainty of purpose unlike anything I have ever known.

It is absolutely glorious.

I find myself really appreciating, and showing that appreciation to, the great people in my life. I am surrounded by moral, ethical, wonderful people lately and it is amazing.

On a more personal level, my waking thoughts are consumed by daydreams so crystal clear and hauntingly familiar that I would swear that they are memories.

It’s like Deja Vu, only it hasn’t happened yet, so maybe Jamais Vu would be closer, I know they’ll come true, certainty is comforting haha.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Blessed

“Semper amorem minui vel crescere constat.”

“Love only increases or decreases, it never remains constant.”

Today has been a miracle, just a truly blessed day.

Be thankful today.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Power of prayer

“Sed omnia praeclara tam difficilia, quam rara sunt.”
– Baruch Spinoza

I’m just saying how you gonna turn your back? It seems like an appropriate thing to say this morning.

I should probably get back to work, the glamorous and wild life of an operations assistant at a nonprofit is never boring…sarcasm. Clearly.

Pray for my friend Kate, she’s having a very difficult surgery tomorrow.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Power of prayer

“Sed omnia praeclara tam difficilia, quam rara sunt.”
– Baruch Spinoza

I’m just saying how you gonna turn your back? It seems like an appropriate thing to say this morning.

I should probably get back to work, the glamorous and wild life of an operations assistant at a nonprofit is never boring…sarcasm. Clearly.

Pray for my friend Kate, she’s having a very difficult surgery tomorrow.

Keep it real kids,
❤ ry

Bored Sleepy Blah

I am tired. It’s been rather hectic for some time now, I kind of miss my routine, but not like I miss someone and I’d really like to have the inspiration to work on some new projects. I’m moving nicely forward in nearly all aspects of my life, it is somewhat satisfying. I wish I had more hours each day:

I’ve got an app for everything but that.

I find it odd when people become fixated on a routine that is no longer beneficial. Perhaps a fear of change? Or is it more endemic of the sheer laziness of contemporary culture? Either way it is disheartening when I find myself mimicking this behavior, I’d love to believe I’m immune to enculturation, because I’ve been trained to recognize and document it and seeing as how this isn’t actually my culture…sadly I am not so far above my fellow humans.

Ah, well I’m still more egotistical than they are, and this place is all about appearance it seems.

Eh, this is depressing haha: post over before I become maudlin.

Keep it real kids,

❤ ry